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[Sunday
August 27th, 2006
4:07pm] |
ive started hanging out with a lot of my older friends again. its really exciting. and the good thing is, amanda is still my best friend. i love that girl. shes my bby. im really excited to hang out w. dana. shes my other half. its adorable.
im actually kind of excited for school to start, im excited to get good grades this year. i fucked up last year. it was a big mistake. im going for a 4.0 this year. itd be amazing. i really just dont want to do pom pracices everyday though. oh well. its my life.
i love jonathon :D hes been up north. he comes home tomorrow. and i think im hanging out with him tuesday. hes prolly staying the night again! im excited. i gets ta cuddle wiff him.
i cant take my eyes off of you.
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[Friday
August 18th, 2006
9:38pm] |
dirfest is tomorrow. im pumpeddddd. ♥
i love jon. we're all better now.
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[Thursday
August 17th, 2006
12:53pm] |
i love you.
im glad were okay again ♥
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[Wednesday
August 16th, 2006
12:20am] |
i never want this to happen again.
it hurt so bad.
please never hurt me again :[
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[Monday
August 14th, 2006
12:17pm] |
jonathon came over yesterday and ended up staying the night.
it made me happy.
we cuddled and watched movies all day.
i love that boy ♥
ope. i love amanda renee bushnell more than life too. ♥
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[Sunday
August 13th, 2006
12:23am] |
i get to see baby tomorrow :D
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[Saturday
August 12th, 2006
1:28am] |
there's so much i want to say to so many different people.
but why bother; no one's understanding anymore.
they most likely never were to begin with.
i don't really understand why there's so much hate in the world.
im a nice girl.
people just honestly make me so mad sometimes.
and the only thinig i can do it hate myself for letting it get to me.
because fighting definetly will only cure the problem for the time being.
me and dana butt are friends now.
shes my wifey.
it makes me really happy.
she understands me.
there aren't really many people who do.
i can only think of about three now.
my daddy told me today that he'll go pick jon up to spend the day with me sometimes.
i think im going to hang out with him on sunday hopefully.
it should be great.
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[Wednesday
August 9th, 2006
4:21pm] |
i love you so fucking much.
but its just so hard.
im doing everything i can.
hopefully it works.
i want to be with you forever.
and even forever is not enough.
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[Tuesday
August 8th, 2006
3:32pm] |
no f'real. if i dont get to see my boyfriend tomorrow.
im going to have to shoot someone.
right in the eye :D
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[Monday
August 7th, 2006
3:11pm] |
jonathon came home yesterday :D
i got to see him also.
it wasn't for long at all; it was fun though.
kissing him just makes my life so much better.
that boy loves me.
ive never been loved before.
its cute.
i hung out with megan yesterday.
i honestly love that girl with my whole heart.
it upsets me that i cant hang out with her alot like we used too.
but im just happy i got to hang out with her pretty much all day.
tomari was supposed to hang out.
im not sure what happened with that one at all.
its cool though.
jon wants me to go upnorth with him.
and i think my mom might actually let me.
that would be amazing.
four days non stop with him.
nothings better than that.
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[Friday
August 4th, 2006
9:09pm] |
its so late, and ive been in that nervous state
since you left me, since you kissed me.
please dont let go of my heart.
it is yours.
i miss my baby. so much.
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[Thursday
August 3rd, 2006
11:38pm] |
today was sounds of the underground.
im really upset that i didnt go to paramore and hit the lights.
i didnt like it much at all.
i got poored on.
im sick now. or at least sicker.
i didnt really have anyone to talk to.
my babys leaving me.
i dont know what im going to do.
hes only leaving for a weekend, but im not going to be able to talk to him at all.
thats alot when you talk to him everyday a few times.
oh well.
im in love with that boy.
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[Wednesday
August 2nd, 2006
7:16pm] |
correction.
i am now going to sounds of the underground.
and im soooooo freakin pumped.
that's what i wanted to go to in the first place.
since like april.
me and jon had some problems yesterday
but we got through it.
im sorry baby boy.
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[Monday
July 31st, 2006
10:41pm] |
i got to see my baby today.
it made my day like twenty five times better.
i have no fucking idea why it was so hott today.
i honestly felt like i was in arizona or some shit.
im going to see paramore on thursday!
im really excited.
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[Wednesday
July 26th, 2006
11:42pm] |
late night parks w. sweet ass friends.
couldn't ask for anything more.
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[Wednesday
July 19th, 2006
7:32pm] |
im at maggies right now.
i dont think i could ask for a better twin.
f'real.
my boyfriends amazing.
i get to see him tomorrow.
im extremely excited about it.
i've realized that sometimes it's just best to walk away from things, but not only that, to do it with a smile.
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[Friday
July 14th, 2006
1:01pm] |
ive been packing for camp all week.
im not ready for this at all.
i dont want to leave my friends or boyfriend.
but hopefully i have a good time like intended.
im leaving today.
see everyone on tuesday.
love you kiddos.
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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006
12:06pm] |
everythings been so perfect lately.
my boyfriends amazing.
my friends are amazing.
pom's been going good.
and im leaving for five days tomorrow for camp.
hopefully we do good.
me and jon started dating on the tenth. i went and saw him. hes really amazing. he actually makes me feel like someone. at times when other people really cant. something about him holding me makes everything ten times better. i hope this lasts long. him and i both want it to. it'd be great.
i miss amanda. shes in chicago, and i forgot what day she comes home. its either today or tomorrow. but i probably wont see her till next week when i come home from camp. that sucks so bad.
me and maggie are hanging out when i get back. she said she had a surprise for me. it should be fun.
i love my friends.
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[Saturday
July 8th, 2006
2:07pm] |
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amanda made me a new livejournal. im pretty excited. i needed something to do when i get bored on my spare time. this should be fun. :]
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[Saturday
July 8th, 2006
9:10am] |
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this is amanda testing 1-2-3 for sammie.
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